School: Swarthmore

Through my training and firsthand experience as a hospice volunteer, I have a newfound perspective on life, death, and what patients really need in their last moments. There are many aspects of end-of-life care that I have learned about, but none resonate with me more than the idea of understanding death as inevitable and necessary … Continue reading “The Inevitability of Death and the Beauty of Life”

The time that I have spent volunteering with this program has changed my perspective on both life and death in so many ways. From the conversations I’ve had with my peers at our reflection meetings to the time I spent visiting my patients, I have learned so much about how the people around me view … Continue reading “Embracing Death”

I wasn’t entirely sure how much I would or would not enjoy volunteering for hospice prior to doing so this academic year. I expected to gain new experiences connecting with older patients nearing the end of life, bed-side manners, and overall ways of managing topics surrounding death. I was pleasantly surprised that there was actually … Continue reading “The Content Mother”

With a peaceful voice and a smile on her face, she looked at me and said, “go ahead and be a doctor.” That day turned out to be my last session with my patient, whom I will call Jane for the sake of privacy, before she passed away.. That day, she was pale and her … Continue reading “When Two Artists Met”

Throughout the past few months as a hospice volunteer, the most important lesson illustrated to me is the essential nature of companionship at all stages of life. As a young person and college student with a strong family network, it can be easy to take for granted the consistency opportunities for conversation. Unfortunately in the … Continue reading “Companionship at All Stages of Life”

Before I started this program, I hadn’t given much thought to what the end of life is like. I didn’t like to think about death, and frankly, it’s because it scared me. In our culture, death is seen as the shutting of a door, an end to all things that we hold dearest, and something … Continue reading “Embracing Ephemerality”

There comes a time when everyone must reflect on their past. Whether it be in the face of a challenge or at the end of life, we can find ourselves dwelling on our failures or reliving joyous moments. Fortunately, many of us are able to extract meaning and impactful lessons from our past, and this … Continue reading “A Celebration of Life”

The pre-med hospice volunteer program has reduced and reshaped my fear of death. Coming into the program, I knew that my fear of death was irrational since it is inevitable. I was scared nonetheless because it is unknown. My religion, Christianity, does offer some comfort (as most religions do) but it does not completely eliminate … Continue reading “Grapling with Death: The Bigger Picture”

I wanted to volunteer for a hospice program after reading Being Mortal by Atul Gawande. Before reading that book, I believed that a good life was a long life and that the role of doctors was to extend the life of their patients. I had never considered what a good death was or what it … Continue reading “Accepting My Ignorance”

On the morning of February 15th, on the way to the hospice center I had been volunteering at, I remembered a story the abbot of Mettavaranam Monastery told. He recounts that when he made his last visit to the Venerable Suvaco, who was nearing death and suffering from dementia due to brain damage, Ven. Suvaco … Continue reading “On Fleeting Commitments and Dying Well”